OK, before you think I'm weird for wearing this shawl on the day time; I weren't. Lol! I just bought that and we just took it out and nye nye nye. lazy.

Anyway! Today is awesomeeeee. :D Went out with bestie sort of unplanned and we ended up wandering around looking for pretty dresses. and by the way, the cineplex suck ass can?! They don't have any good movies and it's dominated by malay films. NYEH.

That's bout it. I have to lock myself up and study seriously. no kidding! -.-
Love,
Lena :)

Waw.. i am majorly fucked. I just hope I'm not TOTALLY screwed. I haven't been studying at all! All this series just won't met me ya' know. It's so addictive. I have english lit exam tomorrow and I don't even know what is it about. Julius caesar? jane Eyre or a view from the bridge??? Right. If only anyone could tell me...
Love,
Lena :)

Yesterday night was pretty awesome! At Damuan there was fireworks and people giving away those thing you see in the picture onto the river. I don't really know why.. maybe some kind of festival or something. But my family did participate in it! It's my first time this year and i've never seen this before! So yea pretty amazing to see the river filled with lots of floating man-made lilies with candles lol.

:D
Love,
Lena :)

UNNNNNNBELIEVABLE.

LIKE OOOO my god. I am SO ticked off.

I asked, "what's up?" and then the reply comes, "ceiling."

WHATHEFUG. REALLY?

I asked the person "what's up?" when he clicked on me and then he answered me "ceiling". OK?! I can be nice; i told him to not be lame "kiddingly" which of course there's a truth within it. A BIG DAMN TRUTH.

And then he pretty much go over the board by saying, "wat.. true ma. up is ceiling ma.." fufufufufufu! How stoopid! and then he jump further by asking, "ha ha.. kek dao ah...?"

This basically explains WHYYYYY i don't click with chinese people. Yea, because I'm too unfunny to get their stupid idiot wits.

i think i can deal poklen more than chinese people. I don't mean to be racist, I'm chinese myself if you haven't noticed. I'm not touching that topic but you all know what I mean right!?

ok.. OVER.
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I did the greatest thing today. I didn't sit for my exam! I did went to school though. I went in the exam hall and then i told the teacher I don't want to sit for my exam and he's like :O:O:O:O -priceless. AHAHA! He's like, "what?! NO. Cannot! O_O" hahahaaha i gotta laugh for a few seconds only then told him very fast before he explode. lol! If you know the reason then it won't look so much like a rebellious act. so yea and then he marked me absent "technically" yes. :D

pictures~!


Need to have a picture for today. :D Makes the day more worth it. HAHA!
Love,
Lena :)

I got my history exam tomorrow (technically, today; later) and I'm up now at this ungodly hour of 2 20 AM. I intend to skip it I really do; be absent. But it's so unethical to skip exam. I'm pretty sure I won't get an A because the best i can do is B which, I don't even expect to even dream about it but I somehow got it and I still don't know how. Consider myself lucky and God is with me. Speaking of which, in every question paper I got in the exam hall, the first thing i would write is, "God is with me," at the back of the paper.

Tomorrow my mom, my oldest brother along with his wife will be going off to Bintulu to visit my aunt whom is in hospital right now; so when I wake up tomorrow, my mom will not be beside me and I'm gonna be alone for the whole week. Well, my dad's gonna be here but he doesn't make much of a presence.

I haven't mentioned, my dad was held in hospital for 3 days and I felt really guilty because I didn't visit him at all. :| At least I did intend to but .. i don't really have a great excuse so I don't want to say. LOL.

Everytime i'm all alone in my room, I would wish I have someone to talk to. And there goes me missing those times when I always have someone to talk to on the phone. Well not always.. not like random people but yea what I'm saying is there is always someone. lol. Krystal would understand. Now I'm a content lonely person. Is that even possible? Look how the words contradict each other in a sentence. HAHA! only sometimes. only sometimes. :) I had my days when i feel unhappy.

K, bye. Goodnite all.
Love,
Lena :)

My dog is pregnant all along and non of my family knew about it. LOL. It indeed took us by surprise when my maid notice my dog was conceiving pups and she yelled and I was at the bathroom.

Now i have 4 new pups! :)

It better be pretty when it grows up. I don't expect it to be nice though -_- cause my dog "husband's" is just one of the random dogs........... ergh ok. Don't want to talk about it. Talking about dogs somehow makes me feel a bit ewwie. It's just gross when you think about it.. you know. If you know what I'm thinking that is.

I very much prefer cats. Gay cats preferably. LOL! So they don't get horny and... stuff.
Love,
Lena :)

I'm in the mood to blog. Blog about what I do not know. Lol. I'm feeling empty all the time therefore I'm not driven to say anything at all except all the random petty things that is not very exciting at all really.

OK.. Let's start with my exam. :) HA. Sociology is over! YAY! I really really really hope I could get a B. :S Like, I really DO! Because.. I need 3 Cs alright; but I am doubtful of my history. History is a freaking crazy subject I don't even know where to start! It be cool if I have an idea where to start, what to study like I do for sociology or economic; but history? My God, GIVE ME A SIGN!

I have also been staying up late until 3 everyday since there is no school stopping me. It feels great actually. LOL. It feels like my day are longer. Plus I don't sleep in for some reason. I stick to just 8 to 9 hours of sleep and I'll be up automatically. I don't know how people can sleep for 14 hours like James Bourne in Busted could. O YEA! I remember the times when I was majorly obsessed with Busted that I read all their interviews and squeal over how cute they are. Haha.

Besides that, I've been thinking.. you know sometimes i wonder that the friends I used to have just don't do for me anymore. I mean like yes, I still love them to bits but situation have changed. Maybe I'm just not who I used to be anymore and some have probably noticed that I somehow disintegrate from the group. It's just that the things we used to talk about kind of made me repel to join because it's out of my element; used to maybe but not anymore. Well, it's not the end. Talks are just one thing. Sure they are many things that still hold friends together.

Aight! Random photos..

My room is too cold so Tabby went to my closet for comfort. haha! Smart.

I la la love this man. Do not know his name. I hasn't find that out yet lol. So much for love eh?

Above photos are like 2 weeks ago perhaps.



Love,
Lena :)

Happy Birthday Bestie. Thanks for the pizza and everything. =D

I love that cartoon meatball movie. It's so freaking funny! I wish that raining foods really exist haha.
Love,
Lena :)