I had an aweeeesome today at lunch because the person behind me, Yazid Monkey, treated me and koko james for lunch today. :b It was coooool. hehe

Also, take a look at my shirt that i wore in that pic! Roseboy ( i just don't know if i could write his name here ) bought me fishes! 2 fishes! :D 1 of them has the design exactly like my shirt. I was having the, "OH LOOK! it's the same as my shirt!!!!!!!" reaction. And the other one has a neon stripe thing. I wonder if it's glow in the dark. Hmm.. i shall find out soon. LOL! It's called neon somehting fish after all. :D Thank you thank you thank you thank you RB. You the best~ haha.

Work has been good too! :) It's all going fine. Well, maybe a bit of glitches here and there but then the bottom line is that it's still fine. I'm never bored at work. Well, not yet so far. Somehow filing and filing and filing seems to be fun. HAHAHAHA! well, that's not exactly only what I do. Oh and RB never fails to make my day better too! haha.

Anyway, CHAO!
Love,
Lena :)

The last post i blogged about me wanting to work? I worked the next day. =D Yes.

My life is FULLLLL of drama these days I can't get rid of it. Thank GOD school is over i can just leave it all behind. I am good at pretending nothing happen because I am true to myself, that's all i know. It don't matter to me what other people think of me. Just listen to my word, if i say i don't, it honestly means i don't and didn't.

First of all, i have one lovely friend apologizing to me and asking me to stop crying because he got a fling. I on the other hand, wish it was joke because if it ain't a joke, i'm confuse. I had told him a million times that I never fell for him but yet, he insist that I am and I am sad. :) NICE.

AND NOW TPAIN!!! I finally see a reason why your nick name is Tpain. I never really figure out why but now I know. YOU ARE A PAIN IN THE ARSE, thus the nick Tpain. :) oh you bloody. He pisses me off so badly because he's asking me to fucking relax all the time and he's asking if i'm hurt. I AM FUCKING NOT HURT YOU IDIOT. I AM NOT SAD. As a matter of fact, I had a great day today and so don't freaking ruin my day by all the idiotic moments you had. You want to rejoice yourself by having an idiotic moment of yourself, DON'T DO IT ON ME.

AND THIS ANOTHER ASSHO lovely friend of mine just ruin everything for me because he had to go and like me and had the guts to "deny" it leaving the others to put the blame on me. The boy victimize-r Elena. :) Awesome. I am hereeeee to clarify that I am not what that definition is. DONE.

I AM RANTING YES I AM.

I'm just amaze how many people i managed to push away of my life in SUCH a short time. Boys boys boys.. they just make it hard for me.

If only they could just stick to what they said! Just keep driving and don't turn back, it would be so much easier. As a bonus? They don't make themselves look like an idiot because time and time again, they are deem to be a fucking stupid idiot.

To end this post, the above paragraph is not about ALL BOYS but ... most boys. (HAHAHA!) and specifically, it's to the fat one, the sporty one, the chips more one. OK. hope you guys HAVEEE a nice day and fug your life :)
Love,
Lena :)

I know it's been more than a week that I haven't posted anything. Well, it's nothing much to tell. I'm in my own secluded world which is piled with tons of series, books and wide crappy internet connection. lol!

One thing new is that now I'm going for straight hair. :D Not so much of an interesting topic is it? haha! My dad has a straightener which, he has been hiding for so damn long time! Only after I bought a straightener for 100 dollar that he went berserk asking me why the hell i buy when he already has one. -_-" Who ask him to hide in his cabinet for first!? Kurazee.

You know when exam was around the corner and I was dying to get it over and now that it is over, it didn't feel much different. To make matter worst, I feel so aimless. :s I just need to do something or something to look forward to. Cuz' right now, it's all so free and I'm feeling super restless! Therefore, I NEED TO WORK. NOW. I'm thinking to go back where I used to work in AV. I just don't know if they still want me again. LOL.

I can't wait for Masquerade. :D I think it's gonna be nice. Ok, i just can't wait "getting ready" for the night. I guess every girls would love to dress up and stuff. haha.

SIIIIIGHHHHHHHHHH! laters.
Love,
Lena :)

OK, before you think I'm weird for wearing this shawl on the day time; I weren't. Lol! I just bought that and we just took it out and nye nye nye. lazy.

Anyway! Today is awesomeeeee. :D Went out with bestie sort of unplanned and we ended up wandering around looking for pretty dresses. and by the way, the cineplex suck ass can?! They don't have any good movies and it's dominated by malay films. NYEH.

That's bout it. I have to lock myself up and study seriously. no kidding! -.-
Love,
Lena :)

Waw.. i am majorly fucked. I just hope I'm not TOTALLY screwed. I haven't been studying at all! All this series just won't met me ya' know. It's so addictive. I have english lit exam tomorrow and I don't even know what is it about. Julius caesar? jane Eyre or a view from the bridge??? Right. If only anyone could tell me...
Love,
Lena :)

Yesterday night was pretty awesome! At Damuan there was fireworks and people giving away those thing you see in the picture onto the river. I don't really know why.. maybe some kind of festival or something. But my family did participate in it! It's my first time this year and i've never seen this before! So yea pretty amazing to see the river filled with lots of floating man-made lilies with candles lol.

:D
Love,
Lena :)

UNNNNNNBELIEVABLE.

LIKE OOOO my god. I am SO ticked off.

I asked, "what's up?" and then the reply comes, "ceiling."

WHATHEFUG. REALLY?

I asked the person "what's up?" when he clicked on me and then he answered me "ceiling". OK?! I can be nice; i told him to not be lame "kiddingly" which of course there's a truth within it. A BIG DAMN TRUTH.

And then he pretty much go over the board by saying, "wat.. true ma. up is ceiling ma.." fufufufufufu! How stoopid! and then he jump further by asking, "ha ha.. kek dao ah...?"

This basically explains WHYYYYY i don't click with chinese people. Yea, because I'm too unfunny to get their stupid idiot wits.

i think i can deal poklen more than chinese people. I don't mean to be racist, I'm chinese myself if you haven't noticed. I'm not touching that topic but you all know what I mean right!?

ok.. OVER.
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I did the greatest thing today. I didn't sit for my exam! I did went to school though. I went in the exam hall and then i told the teacher I don't want to sit for my exam and he's like :O:O:O:O -priceless. AHAHA! He's like, "what?! NO. Cannot! O_O" hahahaaha i gotta laugh for a few seconds only then told him very fast before he explode. lol! If you know the reason then it won't look so much like a rebellious act. so yea and then he marked me absent "technically" yes. :D

pictures~!


Need to have a picture for today. :D Makes the day more worth it. HAHA!
Love,
Lena :)

I got my history exam tomorrow (technically, today; later) and I'm up now at this ungodly hour of 2 20 AM. I intend to skip it I really do; be absent. But it's so unethical to skip exam. I'm pretty sure I won't get an A because the best i can do is B which, I don't even expect to even dream about it but I somehow got it and I still don't know how. Consider myself lucky and God is with me. Speaking of which, in every question paper I got in the exam hall, the first thing i would write is, "God is with me," at the back of the paper.

Tomorrow my mom, my oldest brother along with his wife will be going off to Bintulu to visit my aunt whom is in hospital right now; so when I wake up tomorrow, my mom will not be beside me and I'm gonna be alone for the whole week. Well, my dad's gonna be here but he doesn't make much of a presence.

I haven't mentioned, my dad was held in hospital for 3 days and I felt really guilty because I didn't visit him at all. :| At least I did intend to but .. i don't really have a great excuse so I don't want to say. LOL.

Everytime i'm all alone in my room, I would wish I have someone to talk to. And there goes me missing those times when I always have someone to talk to on the phone. Well not always.. not like random people but yea what I'm saying is there is always someone. lol. Krystal would understand. Now I'm a content lonely person. Is that even possible? Look how the words contradict each other in a sentence. HAHA! only sometimes. only sometimes. :) I had my days when i feel unhappy.

K, bye. Goodnite all.
Love,
Lena :)